I dedicate this post to myself in 15 years. When I look back to 15 years ago, I can’t help but think I was sad but not afraid to be sad. I embraced my sadness and hope to live a better life because I was hopeful for the future. Yet, year by year, mistake by mistake, shit happened, and that light or that sad optimism started to burn out.
Now. We. Are. Here. and where is here… I’m in the purgatory of life. I am 30 currently. I just turned them actually and I was not looking forward to this age. When I was 15, at thirty I thought to at least be married. With Daniel… hahaha oh how time changes, now HE’s married. Anyway, I am amazed by how things can stay the same yet be so different. And, I have the capability, not because I am stronger better faster or stronger, but because I am choosing to believe again. I am choosing to not just keep swimming but DREAM IT, BELIEVE IT, and BE IT. Every since I was young, my mom instilled positive ideas. She may not have executed them the way I would’ve imagined but you know part of life is accepting that your parents did the best they could. Same as everyone around you, everyone is doing their best. You do not have to subscribe to their energy and become their friends yet you must respect them and let them live and be who they are..
I am THAT GIRL I’ve always known myself to be. I embrace my originality. I thrive in my authenticity. I flaunt my strong personal brand that fearlessly reflects my energetic signature. I love myself, my routine, my transformation. I honour my progress and pat myself on the back at the end of each day. Every day is a good day to be alive. Every day I work joyfully towards building my empire. I know with certainty my Divine Timing is just around the corner. I am THAT GIRL I’ve always known myself to be.
✨stability✨
To become a fabulous girl, I gotta believe in myself. I have faith in the choices I make. With that, I free myself from background noises that are criticising every single step I take. I heal myself from all and any kinds of trauma from childhood, adolescence, as well as adulthood. I silence all demonic voices that are telling me I’m doing something wrong. I’m not. I’m learning and I’m making progress at a pace that matches me. I’m comfortable with the idea of making mistakes because that’s how I learn to discern what’s right and wrong. I don’t sweat the small things. I don’t punish myself for mishaps. I’m happy to learn. I’m proud of myself, always. I am a fabulous girl. I believe in me.
✨productivity✨
I have the energy to do everything I want, everything that matters to my happiness. I am productive at a pace that is comfortable to me. I don’t let other people rush me. I am in my centre, always. I create, study, exercise and work at a pace that is rational and with a calm mind. I am happy and energised when I work create, study, exercise and work on things that I know matter to me. I look forward to my results on a 24-hour basis. I am always happy with whatever progress I have made within a 24-hour basis. My physical health is taken care of. My mental health is honoured and prioritised. I am a happy girl/boy~ I have the energy to do everything I want, everything that matters to my happiness.
✨magick✨
Money makes me happy because I love what I do to earn it. Money flows to me easily and effortlessly, in a way that is both expected and delightfully unexpected. I always have more than enough money in my possession. With the money I make, I am able to live a comfortable life that suits me. The money I make help me be in touch with my true spirituality. I always know what good I can do with my money, both for myself and those I care about. I am rational when spending money. I spend money wisely to take care of myself and those I care about. I have amazing money management skills. Money is not something I chase, rather it is attracted to me because of my abundance mindset. I make a lot of money and I am worth every cent.
✨manifesting✨
I speed up my positive manifestations via the elimination of disbelief. I dissolve right here and right now all remnants of lack mindset and all remnants of constrictive traumatic experiences. I dissolve penchant for drama. I dissolve karma. With my superconscious power I eliminate all background noises that are telling me I don’t deserve to live fabulously. I am deserving of everything I wish to see manifest in my physical reality. I am always deserving to have good things. I am deserving of a clean and healthy life. I deserve to be happy and pretty. My mind is now filled with butterflies and rainbows. My subconscious mind is paradise, forever free from parasites. My mind is strong and sure. My self-esteem is high and healthy. I regenerate my faith in my Self and the benevolence of the Universe.
✨miracles✨
I am a divine being having a Human experience. I don’t let logic get in the way. My way is the way of magic and miracles. My logic helps me get through challenges but my magic is what manifests favourable outcomes in spite of adversity. I believe in miracles. I am a miracle. I magnetise good luck and rare opportunities. I have what it takes to become a vibrational match to good luck and miracles. My skills are top notch. My knowledge is abundant. I work well with others and have great social skills. I easily distinguish professional and personal situations. I don’t let people hurt my feelings or traumatise me. Whatever others say, that’s a reflection of their own mindset. I get on with my own miracle mindset. The world is full of miracles because I am here.
